2/21/2010

Daria


memory is strange
2007 we met in Hong Kong
2010 we met again in London

She is working in Hussein Chalayan
while I seems doing nothing

A sweet girl, never forget your kiss on my cheek.

2/20/2010

我都害怕面對你的臉



那是一個不會癒合的傷口,無論在那裏都是一樣
在這裏或那裏,都是一樣,多可怕卻不敢訴苦
我知道人大了就是要面對現實,我是知道的,我是知道的,我是知道的
一而再再而三,我心裏告訴自己我是知道
人在異地,要努力生活,學做人處事
學習信任別人,不管是新知還是舊遇,人家對你好不是必然更不是老奉
從來對人都信守一個道理:寧人負我,也不想我負人
可是亦從來小心眼,以為友誼或承諾都是一分錢一分貨,明買明賣,光明磊落
雖然在這些年頭都吃過了不少教訓,但還沒學懂滑頭做人走精面
只是當我對你熱情不再時或含糊應對請別怪我,這已是我最成熟的一面
我都不想看到你的臉了,原諒我還未成熟到忘記愛恨
記仇的我是最壞的,我是知道的,我是知道的
所以我都害怕面對你的臉

我已經很努力去學習成熟,請不要迫我面對你好嗎?
我已經很成熟了,至少我盡了努力了
請不要迫我眼對住眼正視你
讓我背著你哭好了
我已經很成熟了,我已經很成熟了

2/18/2010

future



is leading somewhere yet no where

2/16/2010

history is just a cleavage of existence



we interrogated and amazed by history
but we forgot the essences or reasons of such amusement
a back of an old man tells story in an ambient form
just, we can never perceive or understand what he tries to communicate with us

2/15/2010

If you are tired enough, take a break



I think about you in my dreams.
when you see everything but not the whole picture, you are in a chaotic life

2/12/2010

Tiger Year



happy chinese new year
with love

Chan Ka Lok Casper

2/11/2010

My dedication



there are too many short forms in our world, language, food, time, space or love.
But "Rest in peace" is the one I will never say it short for Alexander McQueen.

It is because you always extend and expand fashion territories without hesitation.
To you.
Rest in peace.