take me out

I will leave quietly, without my existence.
We sit next to each other, without a word.
Silence filled up the entire space.
I take a sip of vodka lime while you ignite a cigarette.
Hands up, heads down.
Silent.
Still.
Everything seems so quite.
Yet, my heart is beating so loud.
I just want to say that I want you.
But I can't.
Silent.
And finally we drift apart.
My feeling to you just like a cloud of smoke in the air.
Vanished without ones awareness.